Six days later and I'm still getting through the "moment" when the rug was pulled from under me. It was very disappointing learning the news of a "negative result". It was a defining moment for us and now we're left to wonder--"what's next?"
Simply said--We really don't know what's next or when that next moment will present itself. But, all I do know is that I do want it to happen more than anything in this world but at what cost? I know that sounds horrible but it's the truth. All that plagues my mind is $$$=possibilities filled with uncertainties. I'll never stop hoping or dreaming of the day it all becomes reality but the road there is just so sketchy to me that I feel like I can't keep my head out of the fog right now.
